I figured out that my grandma is coming over on Thanksgiving. I'm excited, even though i get to see her often, i still love to see my grandma. Who is my grandma? My grandma is Barbara Osbourne. She is amazing. She is the person who taught me how to act when i'm in public and how to sit up straight and no elbows on the table while we are eating dinner. She is always kind of strict and i have always wondered how her and my mom are related or how my mom grew up to how she is now.
So I asked my mom why isnt she as uptight as my grandma and she told me "I grew up without my parent's around, My mom was always at work and so was my dad. I grew up taking care of my little brother and raising him to who he is now. I grew up alone and so i thought whatever i did i wouldn't get in trouble for.". I was speechless. I started thinking about how i would be if i grew up without my parents around. What would have happend? How would i act? The most important questions that ran through my mind was "Why do i take my mom for granted? Why don't i thank her enough? And Why do i fight with her so much?". Honestly, my mom and i fight very often about how one of us always does something wrong. I don't get it. I mean I love my mom and dad and i am so thankful for everything that they give me, yet i still act like a brat when i don't get my way. I guess it's just how i grew up.
Anyways, My surgery is WEDNESDAY. I'm so excited, yet so scared.
Sincerly,
Megan
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