Dear followers,

         So today is Thanksgiving and i actually did get to help make alot of the food. I'm so thankful for the loving family that i have. They have been making sure i get the medicine i need on time. I love them so much. And as you know in my last post i said that me and Carly werent friends. Well.......
     
         She came over last night and we are friends again. We stayed up kind of late watching a lot of movies and she was showing me these really cool songs. I'm very happy that we are friends again.

Like my shirt?

Yeah i'm werid and so is she but atleast we are weird together.

We LOVE the snow;)

We can be dangerous if we are together.

Christmas card?

          So I guess me and Carly are always going to be friends. Me and Carly have been friends since kindergarten. Thats like 10 years ago. We met on August 17th 2001, over a block. You know those building blocks? Yeah we are werid. I love Carly too death.

                                                                                                    Sincerley,
                                                                                                               Megan

Dear followers,

          Because of my surgery i will not be concluding my blog just quite yet.

   This nurse called me yesterday telling me about how my surgery will go and what i can and can't eat or drink. I can only drink water for the next 2 weeks and eat mushy foods. That means only mashed potatoes and those marshmallow yam things for Thanksgiving. Great. Oh well. So my friend Tyler is coming over after my surgery and is going to watch movies with me. I'm excited. I grew up with Tyler. She is the best. Yes, i did say she. She is a girl and she is a beautiful one at that. I don't know what i would do without her. I actually met her through another one of my old friends, Carly.
      Carly Pennock use to be my "best friend". You use to not be able to pry us apart. We use to do everything together. We also use to spend every day with each other. You can tell that i use the word "use" alot. Well are friendship ended even if we were like sisters. That's what i never got. She said i changed way too much and i caused her too much drama. She use to call me her sister. Well no matter how much me and my sisters fight they would never stop talking to me. She never meant sister. She meant "I have no other friends like you so i need you". Well once i changed she didn't feel the need to be my friend.
       I guess that's life. I mean i still love Carly like a sister. She didn't do anything wrong, No one did. People change and move on. People need to accept that. I never could until this year when i learned I'm better off with out some people. And i need to choose my friends more wisely. I need friends that will let me make good decisions, not bad ones.
                                                                                                   Sincerley,
                                                                                                         Megan.

Dear Followers,

              I figured out that my grandma is coming over on Thanksgiving. I'm excited, even though i get to see her often, i still love to see my grandma. Who is my grandma? My grandma is Barbara Osbourne. She is amazing. She is the person who taught me how to act when i'm in public and how to sit up straight and no elbows on the table while we are eating dinner. She is always kind of strict and i have always wondered how her and my mom are related or how my mom grew up to how she is now.
              So I asked my mom why isnt she as uptight as my grandma and she told me "I grew up without my parent's around, My mom was always at work and so was my dad. I grew up taking care of my little brother and raising him to who he is now. I grew up alone and so i thought whatever i did i wouldn't get in trouble for.". I was speechless. I started thinking about how i would be if i grew up without my parents around. What would have happend? How would i act? The most important questions that ran through my mind was "Why do i take my mom for granted? Why don't i thank her enough? And Why do i fight with her so much?". Honestly, my mom and i fight very often about how one of us always does something wrong. I don't get it. I mean I love my mom and dad and i am so thankful for everything that they give me, yet i still act like a brat when i don't get my way. I guess it's just how i grew up.
          Anyways, My surgery is WEDNESDAY. I'm so excited, yet so scared.
                                                                                                             Sincerly,
                                                                                                                     Megan

Dear followers,

        Thanksgiving! Sooo Excited. I love thanksgiving. I always get to see my family. But since i am having surgery i won't get to any of them. ugh. oh well. I also can't eat turkey or anything like that so i am stuck with pretty much just eating mashed potatoes. awesomeeee...... So I'm stuck at home all weekend. Can't do anything.  I'm pretty much grounded. Got to love your parents. not. So, I'm spending my weekend with my sisters and my favorite teddy bear.

I love my sisters and my teddybear. I've had that teddy bear for a while now and i've grown and attachment to it. And i don't care if you think its weird i have a teddy bear. Anyways. Me and sisters love to cook and we always help make the dinner for Thanksgiving and this year i don't get to help because i will be on bed rest for 2 weeks. I bet they will do just as good as they do with me. Dinner will still be good. Hopefully.  

                                        Sincerely,

                                                      Megan

Dear followers,

           Friends are family to me. I don't know what i would do without my friends. Most of my friends are so close to me they are like family. I have a best best best friend. Her name is Emmy Gomez. She is the person i spend most of my time with and is always talking too. She is awesome. We've known eachother since 7th grade and have always been friends but over this past summer we have became best friends.

This was probably one of the best nights i've ever spent with emmy. We went to Chipotle, we called it "Chipotle Date with the bestfrann" It was so much fun and we saw alot of people we knew. Then we went home and just started taking alot of pictures (as you can see above) with different hats. We had a panda hate and then alot of different color'd beanies. So what i'm getting at is you need friends because friends are just as important as family if you choose the right family. 

                                                                                    Sincerely,

                                                                                                          Megan                  

Dear followers,

         I've decided to change my idea. I will now be writing about my family and my love of writing.
             
                 I love my family so much. I mean who doesn't? My family has always been there for me no matter what, no matter what my decisions are. Family is everything to me. Life, love and support. They do support me. And i wouldn't be able to get anywhere without my mom and dad and older brother. My brother takes me everywhere, as long as i ask nicely. As for my older sisters. I talk to them about everything. We laugh about everything and anything. And then there is my cousin. Her name is maddy. She is amazing. She actually pierced my ear twice. It really hurt but it was worth it. We are super close.

Thats her.  :)

       
              Writing. Writing is something else i can't live without. I write when i'm mad, happy, upset or just bored. And without writers workshop i wouldn't have the guidance that i really needed. My writing has really improved since i started taking this class. I love it. And i can't wait to take it again. I feel with every year i will get better.
               
                                                                                                         Sincerely,
                                                                                                               Megan